从广州宣教回来,就和韵筠数度一起聊她的婚姻。一年了看了她太多的眼泪和悲苦。也知她心里渴
望一份完美情感,她渴望她爱的人明明白白如她爱他一般。可是她和他的丈夫心仿同隔了一座墙。
说不通,也测不透,她苦啊,夫妻彼此都无法猜透对方的心思。他们三年来互相折磨。我知道韵
筠心里有个很深期盼。心如祈愿,愿至却事不成。今天更明白其实人心里有许多完美的东西,就
是一种境界。置身于境界之外,会因为得不到惶恐而愁烦;置身其里,会因为无以立足这完美而
抱憾。扫荡人类的踪迹,人的气息因自身无缘于永恒的交融。我们的生命因自身的缺失而无法进
入完美的境界。人不甘心就此归于虚无,湮灭在蒙眬中。带着留恋,也带着惋惜在生命的体验寻
找这完美。无意中我寻得好诗,他婉转诉说着你我芸芸众生如何该得这完美的爱,拥抱这完美人
生不再有对虚无的恐惧,让心里不再冷寂,让生命绽放、让爱有指望,让心折骨惊”的窘境被摆
脱,让心灵摇曳在美好盼望里。
让神的爱照亮并滋润我们的心田。
完美的爱
原文作者:佚名
译者:hazeljoyful
每人都渴望将自己完全交付另一个人,
拥有一段心灵契合的恋爱关系,
全然被爱,视作唯一。
上帝,却对一位基督徒说:
“不,不是现在,
直等到你心满意足于单单被我所爱,
将自己完全交托给我,毫无保留,
单单与我享有一段强烈而独特的个人关系,
发现只有在我里面,你才能找到满足。
那时,你才能拥有一段完美的人世恋爱,
是我已为你设计好的。
你必无法经历单独与另一个人的连合,
直到你先与我连合,
排除任何其他的人与事。
“我希望你不要再规划,不要再许愿,
让我赐给你最美妙的现有计划,
超乎你所求所想。
我希望你拥有最好的。
请让我把它带到你面前。
你只要继续注视我,期待那些最美之事,
继续经历在我里面的满足,
继续聆听并学习我告诉你的事情。
你只要等候,就行了。
“不要焦急,不要忧虑。
不要左顾右盼,看其他人得到了什么,
或者我赐给了他们什么。
不要左顾右盼,看你想要得到的东西。
你只要继续将目光挪移,来仰望我。
否则你会错过我必要向你显明的。
“在那之后,当你预备好了,
我必用一段奇妙的爱恋使你惊喜,
远超过你梦寐以求的。
你看,直等到你预备好,
(甚至现在,我也同时作工在你们二人身上,
使你们能够同时预备好)
直等到你们二人都因我而满足,
因我已为你们预备的人生而满足,
否则你必无法经历
那种体现你我之间关系的爱,
就是那完美的爱。
“亲爱的啊,我希望你能拥有这奇妙的爱。
我希望你能在肉身中看见一幅你我关系的图画。
并且实际地、具体地,
享受美丽、完全与爱慕的永远连合,
那是我亲自赐给你的。
要知道,我全然爱你。
我是神。
要相信,并因此满足。”
Perfect Love
Everyone longs to give themselvescompletely to someone;
To have a deep-soul relationship withanother;
To be loved thoroughly andexclusively.
But God, to a Christian,says,
"No, not until you are satisfied,fulfilled and content
With being loved by Mealone;
With giving yourself totally andunreservedly to Me;
With having an intensely personal andunique relationship with Me alone.
Discovering, that only in Me, is yoursatisfaction to be found,
Then you will be capable of the perfecthuman relationship
That I planned for you.
You will never be united with oneanother,
Until you are united withMe,
exclusive of anyone or anythingelse.
I want you to stop planning, stopwishing,
And allow Me to give you the mostthrilling plan existing;
One that you can notimagine.
I want you to have the best.
Please allow Me to bring it toyou.
You just keep watching Me, expectingthe greatest things.
Keep experiencing the satisfaction thatI am.
Keep listening and learning the thingsI tell you.
You just wait, that’s all.
Don’t be anxious, don’tworry.
Don’t look around at the things othershave gotten,
Or that I have given them.
Don’t look around at the things youwant.
You just keep looking off and away, upat Me.
Or you’ll miss what I have to showyou.
And then, when you’re ready,
I’ll surprise you with a love far morewonderful than
Any you would dream of.
You see, until you areready,
(I’m working even at this moment tohave both of you
Ready at the same time)
Until you are both satisfied withMe,
And the life I have prepared foryou,
You won’t be able to experience theLove that
Exemplifies your relationship withMe,
And thus, is the perfectlove.
Dear one, I want you to have thiswonderful love.
I want you to see in the flesh, apicture of you relationship with Me.
And to enjoy materially andconcretely
The everlasting union of beauty,perfection and Love
That I offer you withMyself.
Know that I love youutterly.
I am God.
Believe it and be satisfied
人的世界上只能领略生存的苦难与烦躁,因为这本是一个破碎的世界。你我无措的心灵在其中难以
安顿。所以诸君愿你不再绿阔千红中觅罔身,凋残即逝中寻璀璨。红尘路幽幽,晓月当帘哭秋风。
而认识神你会在他的丰盛中寻到完美。在神的完美里荡涤我们心中的尘埃。谢谢好诗。