爱华网Devastate Me
来虐我啊
我喜欢RachaelYamagata山形瑞秋的许多歌。不仅因为这些歌声沙哑，歌词简单，感情却浓郁深沉。还因为她们伴随着我这几年单恋热恋失恋，又重回到现在风轻云淡，自在轻安。她的歌声复刻了我苦甜交织的回忆，承载着我瑰丽神奇的青春。
现在上了大学，琐事纷呈迭至，学生活动、打工、写稿、实习、陪母亲出门应酬学习社交礼仪......从世俗的角度来说，都是些却都是些极有意义的的好事，我也深知别的没有能力没有出身的同龄人，求之还不得。但这些却都不符合我的爱好和生活态度。我已经很久没有搜过歌了，没有看过一本书了，没有写过日记了。搜歌于我，如同在潮落的沙滩上辨别精致的贝壳。若寻得好歌，同知己分享更是我另一番雅趣所在。唉，只是现在，一别半年和知己相见在海边，两人耳机虽然还戴着着同一副，却急着向对方汇报感情状况，分享新生活的见闻经历，再也不能平心静气地听歌啦。
山形有了新歌，连出两张碟，近二十首中数这首最活泼愉悦。我尝试去翻译，发现英语用起来也不如过去得心应手了。为了shouldn'thavedown还翻除了高中的笔记。看到过去那些一行行黑黑蓝蓝的水性笔字，心里不知道为何开始默念“春蚕到死丝方尽，蜡炬成灰泪始干”。我的床头还放着的李商隐诗集，没带去上大学，早已扑簌簌落满了灰尘，我拾起读了一页，就像被点燃了什么似的，学着张爱玲叹出一句“可爱又可哀的年岁啊”。
Hey they say you devastate.
嘿，他们说你很颓废
And I'm going to back them up.
我打算让他们闭嘴
I was warned, wasn't I?
我被警告了过，不是么
Warned, wasn't I about you?
被警告过关于你的事了哦
Lay so low.
你很低调
Just lay real low,
真的太低调了
When he wonders off no one will know.
当你决定来无影，就真的可以去无踪
I was warned, wasn't I?
Warned wasn't I?
Warned wasn't I about it?
But I don't listen well to anyone but you.
但是我只想听听你一个人的的想法
And what I should've known is never what I'll do.
我本不该知道我要这么做的
So come on, baby, devastate me.
所以来嘛宝贝儿，也来毁掉我阿
Leave me hanging and waiting.
你丢我一个人逛啊等啊
Come on baby, devastate me.
来吧虐我啊
Get me just where you never wanted me,
你会在最抓狂的时候碰到我
Then run, run away.
然后我就跑 跑 跑 跑掉了
Then run, run away.
咻~
Run away.
Blame they say, so paper mache.
都怪他们说得你像纸塑（一种工艺品）那么脆弱
Taking time to settle in.
花时间静下来想想
Oh when we started, so half-hearted,
我们当时开始得也太不庄重了（halfhearted“三心二意”）
Weren't you?
不是吗
Just let him be, they say, just let him be.
“他随便的啦”路人们都说“让他去吧”
Can't you see he's a broken man?
路人们，你们看不出他是个受过伤的人嘛？
Not fit to fight,
For wrong or right.
When it comes to you.
无论是对错，现在都不是个反攻他的好时候
But I don't listen well to anyone but him.
但是我只听得进他的话了
And when he said I loved you,
然后他说他爱上我了
I thought we could begin.
我觉得，嗯 我们这才正式开始坠入爱河啊
So come on, baby, devastate me.
所以来嘛宝贝儿，也来毁掉我吧
Leave me hanging and waiting.
你丢我在一旁逛啊等啊
Come on baby, devastate me.
来吧宝贝，来虐我
Get me just where you never wanted me,
你就总是会在你最抓狂的地方遇到我噢
Then run, run away.
然后我会跑 掉 了
Then run, run away.
Run away.
